I have been working for months now on my dream, on my dream to create relaxing and healing music for the world and in the process be able to make a living at it. For months now I have been working every day on my dream and I am still unable to make a living doing what I say I love. I do have a tendency to get frustrated.
Well, as I think about this matter, part of the dream I have actually fulfilled on. I have created relaxing, healing music, music that will help you to relax and as a result reduce stress. I have created it for the world and it is listened to by many in our global community. I must say that the relaxation music that I have composed and produced does create a state of deep relaxation. Such has been validated by the people who buy my music daily, the professionals who use my music in their audio health care projects, the military for returning veterans and even an exclusive spa in India.
That leaves me with the question of why am I still unable to forge a living at this music that does actually help people to relax and reduce stress. Today I was thinking about this and realize or get it that I am bringing my fears toward me, into my life. I am afraid that I will fail and not be able to make a living at my dream. That which I fear and say I do not want I am manifesting into my life. The more I think about it, the more it continues to appear in my life, daily.
The part that I realized today is that I am the magnet and that I can easily forget this fact. The key to making my dream the primary way that I make a living is in my hands, or, to be more precise, in my mind, in my thoughts. My doubts turn to fears and it from there that I attract into my life, leaving me unable to manifest what I say I want.
Instead of visualizing or thinking about not making a living at my dream I have to start to think that I am, that I am making a living creating my relaxation music for the world.
This is now my focus. More on it tomorrow.
Dr Harry Henshaw
